I feel like I'm in love with someone who isnt there...a fantasy..it hurts..

You know with each day that passes by ,   I pray to God I'll never forget who you are
You mean everything to me, I love you
I pray..ooohhooo
ohh I pray yeaa
mmm

You were in my dreams before I even knew
there was a you and me
Now I can't wait to see your smile
When I wake up each day it makes it worthwhile
With the kind of love you plant inside
especially with a heart so empty as mine
all the soft tenderness is the one thing I don't want to miss
I pray when its time for me to say goodbye
I'll never forget looking in your eyes
I pray that I'll feel your touch
and that God doesn't forget about our love
I pray when I close my eyes
I can still see visions of you on my mind
I pray that I'll see you in another life
I pray that your still by my side
Oohh I pray...

Everything that you gave to me
only comes in a fantasy
It seems like life goes so fast
but in this time I wanna make it last (I pray)
I hate that we live to die
but only God knows why (I pray)
We all have a purpose
and to see you again it'll be worth it

I wish that I can stop time
I wish that I could rewind
to the very beginning of every second of my life
To ask God on my hands and knees
to never let me forget all my special memories
see I'm only promised today
and if it's my time to go
I don't want the love of my life to ever fade away
(Oooohhhooohoo)
So one last time
let me open my eyes
to see what my life used to be like
Oh God...

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HEllo..peepers!!

I have very bad bad mixed feelings..   I can't explain because I can trust the open world of xanga! I went  to Colin's today after orientation. I met his bud  Bryan. they're pretty cool peeps. colin's mom is too  freakin' nice.

I wish I could have a twin sister. I think Clint is mad at me and that's veery upssetting.
I saw dillon at the mall. 

I was prisioner at Band Camp all last week. That explains a lot.

Here's my romance story....Umm..I don't know how to start... Well, on Friday night after I got off work I met Josh. He goes to Lithia Christian and he's the nicest guy ever! Can you believe he opens the car door most of the time? That's like freakin sweet!
 On saturday Josh picked me up from work and we went to JAson's Bday party. On sunday Jason, Jamie, Josh came over. We went bowling like at 10:30pm and then I crossed the line you're not suppose to cross and it was so wax I FELL ON MY ASS!! I felt so dumb! Anyways, we went back to my house and they ended up sleeping over. The next day we partied at Jasons and then Josh took me home and then we kissed and he asked me out !!!!!!!!!!!!!! WOOT WOOT!! I met his dad last nite...

I can't wait til school starts!!!!!!  I'm gonna be such a hottie!! HEhe